For a perfect moment, I swear I loved you
You were hard to resist, way harder to set free
Free to fly, I spread my love too thick
I gave myself away too much, waiting outside your inbox
Waiting in the grey area, only for grey ticks to turn blue
It is what it is , so they said
but the heart is a stupid organ, it gat no brain of its own
Ever disputing and hoping ,
holding on to a love I can never possess
If only it could stop running
If only it could stop chasing
Maybe , just maybe sunshine will brighten up this soggy curse
Until then, I am a museum of emotions I want to forget
For my heart desires and history demands never always agree
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