Am dying to experience a toxic type of love
So toxic that we can start of yelling
go off screaming at each other
Bang tables when the waves ride on high
I want to be so mad that all I can do is shake uncontrollably
as my chest heaves up and down
Up and down till all I can do is run out of breathe
I want to be so mad till all I can do is cry
Let the tear drops wash my pain away
Then, just then
I’ll look back at your frustrated face
and wonder why I love you so much
I’ll look at you looking back at me
and wonder why you play my broken strings like that
cause no one else makes me this mad
no one else brings out my ugly
as I never let in people
to a world meant for my eyes only
When the emotions finally settles down
I know you will know
that you know I know
That this toxic love
was all I ever dreamed of
To rile me up into knowing how much I crave this love