A love letter to my ex

Hello there?

Can you hear me as I whisper your name?

Deep in the dark on the other side

I hold on to the little pieces of what we were

If only you could have let me down slowly

A year down the line

my heart still bleeds for you

They said time heals all wounds

but it never fills the void you left

my never ending misery

How I wish things turned out different

How I wish you were still my bear

How I wish I was still your wonder woman

How I wish I didn’t hurt this much

Wish I could let you go

Sorry if this will make you uncomfortable

but I don’t really need you back

I just want the life we had

Now separated going our separate ways

I can’t stop myself from looking back

I know am a shadow of my former self

Zombing through life while clutching on the shreds of the past

Where are you now sweet bear ?

I still cry an ocean for you

You watched me fall

You watched me get lost in your eyes

You watched me loose control as you tamed my heart

Now I can’t recognize the woman in the mirror anymore

Maybe this was good for you but it is sad for me

For a millionth time,

am going to find a way to make it without you

But before I go again,

when did you fall out of love with me?